Did you ever feel like it was never going to happen? I'm sure you have. I always feel that way but tonight I really believe it. I don't even know which way to go next. Sadness is all I feel. Sorry for the pity party but it's just where I am today.
I'm do sorry you're feeling this way. Is there someone you can talk to like a therapist. I know that when I went to see a therapist it helped me feel more equipt to handle the situation. XOXO Thinking of you.
I have been to a therapist and it did help. I've just had a hard time lately because we are on a break from ttc and I hate breaks! Thanks for always being there for me.
Oh my yes, indeed I have felt this way. Of late, I've tried to muster some courage and some optimism but deep down, I wonder if I'm able to because we have put some distance between us and the journey, since we've been on a TTC break since summer 2012. My wish for you is the same it has always been: hope and for your dreams to become reality. Hang in there and know that you are not alone.
I'm sorry if I'm missing some of your history, BUT, I just want to encourage you to continue as long as that is what you want to do. We were in treatment 8 years... many IUIs, 7 IVFs with my own eggs. Then we transferred 2 high quality donated embryos that resulted in a chemical pregnancy. I figured, what's the point? It must be my uterus. We then transferred a fair quality donated embryo, and after a total of 12 years of TTC, we have our baby. It's amazing, hard to believe and a miracle quite frankly. Just be encouraged that it CAN still happen.
That certainly does make me feel better. We've been in this dreadful journey for almost 8 years: 15 IUIs, 5 IVFs with 2 chemicals and 1 miscarriage after hearing the heartbeat. The last cycle we did was with donor embryos and BFN but we still have 2 left. Still trying to decide what to do next but your story gives me lots of hope that it could work. Thank you and congratulations on your miracle baby!
I'm do sorry you're feeling this way. Is there someone you can talk to like a therapist. I know that when I went to see a therapist it helped me feel more equipt to handle the situation. XOXO Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI have been to a therapist and it did help. I've just had a hard time lately because we are on a break from ttc and I hate breaks! Thanks for always being there for me.
DeleteI understand. You have been fighting for so long, Im sure it's taking a toll on you. Thinking of you, sending love!
DeleteOh my yes, indeed I have felt this way. Of late, I've tried to muster some courage and some optimism but deep down, I wonder if I'm able to because we have put some distance between us and the journey, since we've been on a TTC break since summer 2012. My wish for you is the same it has always been: hope and for your dreams to become reality. Hang in there and know that you are not alone.
ReplyDeleteThank you. I know you understand this pain all too well unfortunately.
Deletesorry you are having a rough time!
ReplyDeleteThank you. Some days are just so hard!
DeleteI'm sorry if I'm missing some of your history, BUT, I just want to encourage you to continue as long as that is what you want to do. We were in treatment 8 years... many IUIs, 7 IVFs with my own eggs. Then we transferred 2 high quality donated embryos that resulted in a chemical pregnancy. I figured, what's the point? It must be my uterus. We then transferred a fair quality donated embryo, and after a total of 12 years of TTC, we have our baby. It's amazing, hard to believe and a miracle quite frankly. Just be encouraged that it CAN still happen.
ReplyDeleteThat certainly does make me feel better. We've been in this dreadful journey for almost 8 years: 15 IUIs, 5 IVFs with 2 chemicals and 1 miscarriage after hearing the heartbeat. The last cycle we did was with donor embryos and BFN but we still have 2 left. Still trying to decide what to do next but your story gives me lots of hope that it could work. Thank you and congratulations on your miracle baby!
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